She thought
that she could will herself into it. She though: if I put my mind to it, I will
make it. All she had to do was concentrate, hard enough, close her eyes and focus.
The problem was, if she closed her eyes, then she could not concentrate in the
exact object, but keeping them open was too distracting.
Then, she
thought, I have to learn how to get there by shifting my body into something
different. That was the first challenge.
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Her face
was feeling the breeze, the cold, cold, breeze, and enjoying it. It was a bit
different than she had pictured it; the noise in her ears was so loud, that at
first she felt like fainting. After a while she got used to it. Maybe it was
this cloud, it was going too fast. while she was thinking about it, she
realized in panic that this cloud was beginning to disintegrate.... jump,
quick, jump to another cloud....rapidly she searched around her... there was a
duck type one, jump, there, now.... even from up here the clouds have shape,
funny, she thought.
This duck
was also shifting very fast.. she moved thru a series of funny shaped clouds
until, horrified ,she realized she was beginning to fall. At first it was a soft
and slow fall, but soon it turned into a free falling, the blue sky surrounding
her, the air on her ears, the cold air on her nose, she could not breath...
under her falling body a patch of green, and surrounding her the blue hurting
color of the sky....
